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wintercrazed2014-08-24 03:46 pm
unkinder) wrote in wintercrazed2014-08-24 03:46 pm
[confused teenager noises]
[Nagi could care less about Schreient. There was nothing unique about them. They were assassins, a group molded by Masafumi to be a mirror of Schwarz. A group of fools.
...But Tot was different. She and she alone was unique. She stood out against the others, and Nagi found himself falling hard for her at a pace he couldn't keep up with.
At first, he simply thought about her. Wondered what she might say to him if he tried to talk to her. Kept his distance until one day, he followed her. He had at least some idea of what he was going to do once he got to this point. Stealing her umbrella to get her attention was the first thing, and introducing himself came next. Watching the way Crawford carried himself- the way he stood with confidence, a slight bow and a tip of his head to the person being addressed, with an ever present glint of knowing calmness in his eyes- gave Nagi something to try, though his thoughts kept circling back around to wondering what she might be thinking of him. He was, after all, not exactly someone she should be expected to trust.
But once she started actually talking to him, the facade quickly faded. If nothing else, it was a small comfort to know that she enjoyed seeing him flush the dandelions from the field up into the air with just a flick of his wrist, saving him from having to try to continue a conversation that was headed nowhere.
And back at the Infinity Apartment(tm), he found that he still couldn't get his head on straight, even with how brief the encounter actually was. It was impossible to tell what she thought of him, but she... seemed happy enough. Did he even want to know? Knowing that Schuldig and Farfarello had been lurking the entire time just made things even worse. Schuldig knew, he had to.
Nagi bites back a sudden curse as his foot connects with a corner of the desk in the hallway on the way back to his room. Even with walls that resembled space, it wasn't really like Nagi to go around slamming into things, yet more often than not lately he couldn't make it down the hallway without connecting with something and giving himself a new bruise to think about. He huffs and steps to the side and around the desk before continuing on his way.
Going to his room isn't going to stop his heart from racing, or his face from feeling uncomfortably hot every time he remembers the way Tot looked when she spoke to him for the first time, but maybe his Gameboy will be just enough of a distraction to push all of that to the back of his mind. ...Maybe.]
...But Tot was different. She and she alone was unique. She stood out against the others, and Nagi found himself falling hard for her at a pace he couldn't keep up with.
At first, he simply thought about her. Wondered what she might say to him if he tried to talk to her. Kept his distance until one day, he followed her. He had at least some idea of what he was going to do once he got to this point. Stealing her umbrella to get her attention was the first thing, and introducing himself came next. Watching the way Crawford carried himself- the way he stood with confidence, a slight bow and a tip of his head to the person being addressed, with an ever present glint of knowing calmness in his eyes- gave Nagi something to try, though his thoughts kept circling back around to wondering what she might be thinking of him. He was, after all, not exactly someone she should be expected to trust.
But once she started actually talking to him, the facade quickly faded. If nothing else, it was a small comfort to know that she enjoyed seeing him flush the dandelions from the field up into the air with just a flick of his wrist, saving him from having to try to continue a conversation that was headed nowhere.
And back at the Infinity Apartment(tm), he found that he still couldn't get his head on straight, even with how brief the encounter actually was. It was impossible to tell what she thought of him, but she... seemed happy enough. Did he even want to know? Knowing that Schuldig and Farfarello had been lurking the entire time just made things even worse. Schuldig knew, he had to.
Nagi bites back a sudden curse as his foot connects with a corner of the desk in the hallway on the way back to his room. Even with walls that resembled space, it wasn't really like Nagi to go around slamming into things, yet more often than not lately he couldn't make it down the hallway without connecting with something and giving himself a new bruise to think about. He huffs and steps to the side and around the desk before continuing on his way.
Going to his room isn't going to stop his heart from racing, or his face from feeling uncomfortably hot every time he remembers the way Tot looked when she spoke to him for the first time, but maybe his Gameboy will be just enough of a distraction to push all of that to the back of his mind. ...Maybe.]
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[Basically, this is a thinly veiled cry for heeeeeeeelp.]
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He leans back and stares at his hands as he folds them in his lap, eyes half closed as he thinks. The silence stretches on for quite a bit longer before he finally says anything.]
I....want to go speak to her again.